The Writings and Rambings: I'm Too Nice for That

I wanted so much to yell
To scream
To call you names
To hurt you

But I'm too nice for that
It seems I'm too nice for a lot of things

So instead I avoided you like the plague
Except I had a part to play
I had a duty so I was a professional

Then I couldn't stand it
I had to stop this silly charade
I wanted to be friends
I thought it was what I needed
But I was at a loss for words,
for once

Eventually we talked
And we were friends again
But I still wanted to yell
To scream
To call you names
To hurt you

But I'm too nice for that

Odette